It isn't something so simple as that incident, but . . .
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Anubis-san said that he would give up on living if things were to continue like this.
Dia-sama . . . I couldn't convince her to so much as protect herself - she would certainly give up rather than continue living.
Now, even Whisky-san - someone who . . . someone who would value survival over everything else, would put himself to the side for me . . .
. . .
If it would ignite in people the desire to live, and so the desire to fight, I could feel more confident about this. But, as it stands - to my own loved ones, if such is the case here, then what have I done but exacerbate such a self-sabotaging desire in them?
Moreover, you saw how it was in Harumaki-san's live - certainly, there was anger, but there seemed to be at least a few people who would rather let themselves die instead of fight.
Something like that - mm, my own position as "villain" isn't enough to do anything for that, and moreover, my own unit would suffer a despair to the point of joining those numbers.
I don't know what to do from this point forward, but . . . I know, at least, that what I'm doing isn't effective enough. So, I must redirect course somehow. Becoming more extreme wouldn't help . . .
I would still look to protect my own unit, naturally - naturally, I would spill blood as I needed. But, if that sort of middling ground that I was given praise for -
If the intent of that time was simply to protect my unit, without doing anything further - then, is there a point left to this villain role. . . ? In the first place, what is the point of continuing on in order to protect this world, if the people in it no longer wish to exist. . . ?
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It isn't something so simple as that incident, but . . .
[ . . . ]
Anubis-san said that he would give up on living if things were to continue like this.
Dia-sama . . . I couldn't convince her to so much as protect herself - she would certainly give up rather than continue living.
Now, even Whisky-san - someone who . . . someone who would value survival over everything else, would put himself to the side for me . . .
. . .
If it would ignite in people the desire to live, and so the desire to fight, I could feel more confident about this. But, as it stands - to my own loved ones, if such is the case here, then what have I done but exacerbate such a self-sabotaging desire in them?
Moreover, you saw how it was in Harumaki-san's live - certainly, there was anger, but there seemed to be at least a few people who would rather let themselves die instead of fight.
Something like that - mm, my own position as "villain" isn't enough to do anything for that, and moreover, my own unit would suffer a despair to the point of joining those numbers.
I don't know what to do from this point forward, but . . . I know, at least, that what I'm doing isn't effective enough. So, I must redirect course somehow. Becoming more extreme wouldn't help . . .
I would still look to protect my own unit, naturally - naturally, I would spill blood as I needed. But, if that sort of middling ground that I was given praise for -
If the intent of that time was simply to protect my unit, without doing anything further - then, is there a point left to this villain role. . . ? In the first place, what is the point of continuing on in order to protect this world, if the people in it no longer wish to exist. . . ?