I don't want you to do anything stupid. You have that much right. As for the rest---
My problem isn't with your capabilities. Or even really a matter of trust. Not really.
It's your motivation.
You never really cared about staying in the loop in the beginning outside of showing up to the meetings everyone showed up to. You never donated points to the cause. If you had, maybe you would have been the one with Exael on speed dial - that's how she picked who got to visit her, you know.
And even now when you talk about it, you talk more about desiring a mutual partnership than the actual end goal.
That's not how I operate.
I work closest to those who have the same end goal as I do. Who will prioritize that goal over everything. Their relationships. Their teams. Their feelings. All of it.
If it came down to successfully completing a critical mission versus abandoning someone you care about, would you be able to choose the former over the latter? I'd choose the first every time without hesitation.
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My problem isn't with your capabilities. Or even really a matter of trust. Not really.
It's your motivation.
You never really cared about staying in the loop in the beginning outside of showing up to the meetings everyone showed up to. You never donated points to the cause. If you had, maybe you would have been the one with Exael on speed dial - that's how she picked who got to visit her, you know.
And even now when you talk about it, you talk more about desiring a mutual partnership than the actual end goal.
That's not how I operate.
I work closest to those who have the same end goal as I do. Who will prioritize that goal over everything. Their relationships. Their teams. Their feelings. All of it.
If it came down to successfully completing a critical mission versus abandoning someone you care about, would you be able to choose the former over the latter? I'd choose the first every time without hesitation.